Update: I got a place to stay. It's kind of far away from everything and I have no idea how I'm going to get to my job, but at least it is a place to sleep. I believe I'm just going to ditch Savannah since I can't think of any logical reason for staying here now.

Thanks for your support.
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I'm getting kicked out of my house. I'm trying to figure stuff out right now, but I'm not certain where I'm going to go, and how long it's going to take me get things back together.

I will finish all the commissions I still need to do, but I don't know when. I just don't know what to do.

I have struggled all year to accomplish anything. And everything has just fucked up in my face repeatedly. I don't know why. I've tried really hard. Maybe I could have tried harder. I just don't know.

For a second I thought things were going to work out. I had to walk through a thunderstorm to get to my job interview - but I got the job and that should have solved everything for me. But certain other situations that I was not aware of came to my attention today and suddenly I have no place to live, really out of the blue.

I don't even know how I'm going to cope. I start work next week, but I'm supposed to move out on monday. I just don't know how to work this out.